It's always you.
Posted @ Friday, May 18 ,10:20 PM
Okay i'm suppose to feel sad now actually. :(
So many things ain't going my way now.
Whether studies or relationships, they ain't turning out what I've expected.
Feel so tired that i can literally collapse anytime. And this is only the beginning.
Furthermore, i realised something that made me so upset. Yes, i'm really sad that i cried myself to sleep. Seems like i always have tears for you huh. I hope i don't cry myself to sleep again tonight. :(
So many things, so little time.
I wanna amend some things in life. :(
Wanrui! Pull yourself together and embrace through! :( don't let his words make you give up on everything else. There's no point crying over spilt milk :(
And lastly, hope you realise how important you are to me. I'm really tired of expressing alrdy, pay more attention would you? You make me cry, then you try to make me smile. Sometimes, i just can't read your mind. Are you toying me or was it out of consciousness?
Okay time to sleep. I'm so tired. Maybe i should cry myself to sleep. Way of relieving stress, in a way. I'm so pessimistic omg.
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Posted @ Wednesday, May 2 ,8:55 PM
Time flies. It's May already like ohmygwaddddd.
SIX MORE MONTHS TO 'O' LEVELS.
I'm starting to panick. ><
So.... I'm having MYEs now.
For some reason, i'm not stressed LOL.
I'm just hoping this week ends soon.
There's just soooo many things to memorise for humans! ><
Now, i prefer sciences. I'm glad Emaths is with humans. Gosh.
During lower sec, we used to only have one paper a day ._.
Now, we have at least two papers a day.
And worst, one subject can have two papers, can kill me.
See those lower sec posting everywhere that they're stressed studying one subject for the next day makes me feel like strangling people. ><
I'm here to relieve stress anyway. LOLS.
Tomorrow's geog paper 2 and Emaths paper 2 lala.
Then the day after tomorrow is history. Kill me i'm so gonna flunk that whee.
Hopefully, my results will turn out to be quite decent ><
I made improvements during CT and hopefully i will maintain.
I sooooo regret not working hard for the past three years ._.
I'm gonna score decent L1R5 yay!
Back to studying me geography! Lala! I like physical geog, human geog so hard!!
Good luck to all my peers taking the subsequent papers!^^
MYE is important! Why? Study leave! :D
Posted @ Friday, April 20 ,9:11 PM
So much happened recently. So tired of everything.
I go through identical daily routines, study, homework, waiting.
I'm so sick of all these. Now i really wished the world would come to an end.
I have no motivation for anything now.
I'm pushing and forcing myself so hard to get my lazy butt of the chair/bed. :(
How i wish you were here, to encourage me to hold on.
It's been so long. I've waited and waited.
But seems like nothing will change huh?
I just want you to talk to me 24/7, be with me when i'm both happy and sad.
Jealousy kills, yeah. Sometimes, i really feel like murdering some people out there.
Sometimes, i just choose to keep quiet and not talk.
Really, some people just don't understand.
I'm starting to get mood swings too often.
Why? Because your hurting me day after day. :(
And to a good friend out there, i know you care for me.
But don't poke your nose into my private life. No matter how much pressure you give me, i won't tell you.
So stop it, don't make me be angry at you.
I'm tired, really really tired.
Anyway, this drama is awesome.
Prosecutor Princess.
Go watch if you haven't. :) It's on teevee too on Saturdays.
Kay i'm exhausted for today.
My stress bucket is once again full and i'm on the verge of collapsing again.
Off to do homework, still have lessons tmrw, despite it being a weekend... :(
I want your attention.
I want a BIG HUG. :(
Desperately.
